The Horizon sweeps forever (an illusion). Vast emptiness between Water, sky, & me. The freedom of air uninhibited by anything. Gentle waves kissing sand. II. A waitress with slender arms knows when I’ve had too much coffee. The smell of pines places comfort Into a...
Poetry
Rain Chaser
Moving across the firmament I chase a spill of sky painted across 94E. Beyond the St. Croix and River Falls and its four fireworks stores. Past geese pulsing above the highway’s southbound bend and sheaths of truckbeds. Until like a small child tiring after a tantrum,...
The World Exploded While We Came
Blink and you’ll miss it That was never us We took our time That’s why I liked you so much Listened to you talk about synthetic oil Deer season, and snowmobiles I was good with my hands too You knew that though The end came faster than us I had to hurry you along When...
housebodies
i’ve been coming up empty and being soft in the winter has been making me nauseous. some people are not made for tenderness, the way neither of us were made to be housebodies. in my dreams we raise our kids jewish but they still have christmas and we go up north to...
Incendiary
Under a thickly woven labyrinth A thatch, I cannot breach I scream for you and watch As you set yourself ablaze I breathe in smoke, my chest catching fire Burning with words I could not say Singeing my lungs and Scorching my tongue I cannot breathe. Cowering in fear...
into the dark
there comes a timewhen you must go blindinto the dark there is lightbut it’s behind youthe only knowledge is forwardstep after step friends can take you only so farto the edge of your own understandingthen it’s the launchand the throb of wavesseemingly...
Calling is Better Than Texting
I called you in the hospital today. You sounded like you, except groggier and muddled. It was probably the signal or the meds. You said you felt okay and listed everything on the menu. Front and back it was five pages. (would you eat it all if you could?) I let you...
Pastdue
I. Casually discussing cancer, as if it’s a roommate that doesn’t pay rent. You know it’s a problem, but maybe if you ignore him, everything will be fine . II. He starts stealing your shit. I mean, he was always stealing your shit. And you feel sick, for letting it...
Unknown & Uncertainty
I have a bodily dream one that in me sparks a twin flame on two pillar candles named Unknown & Uncertainty tall soldiers straight waiting burning until I am wiping away their hot tears as if delaying their shudder & slouch into waxy viscera. with time their...
Medusa in Drag
When she took the stage We shrieked like little lambs Suckling vodka teats Glitter gauzes to fill Our patchy coats She sang sequence Shiny Shania Bright Britney Metallic Madonna Coated the lounge like a cornea We were the pupil taking it in Frozen before our queen...
Folie á Deux
The cabinets are emptied For a newer catastrophe. Signals Slide across the musty surfaces. Reports filter through the wood. A handsome man touches my mother On the shoulder. Anonymous pigeons Wash their wings in the slow wind. Someone wanted to ask a question. The...
Robin
Time is now Or never Plucking petals Off a flower She loves me - A tentacle of grasping She loves me not - A highway of despair I stand in the middle Christ’s heart in my chest Stems at my feet Pema, metta, kama Trio of desire Roots waiting for declension Past,...
Sunday
I rush to finish my chores quickly So that I have time to stare off blankly— There’s nothing poetic about Forgetting to water your plants. Tear drop coffees till Your sun hangs crooked. I’ll try the new album But won’t touch the strings myself.
Muzzy Havage
Fuck you, man! I am a glorious machine of ambiguous erudition. I am gramophone and a chastity belt. I sing calamity and make sex svelte. I cornucopia depression. Myopia my impression. I impersonate softly, impregnate eyes haughtily. I unfurl a wingspan of nations’...
Father
All night I hear his tongue. It twists and writhes–a strong muscle that creates a projection that is not my own. He is creating messages of rain, of hurricanes, of earthquakes. Falling knives cut my cheeks and I awake from my insomnia. Eyes that glaze and I speak with...
Fall Glint
On that drive east down 36th street the summer’s last sun glint arrowed a shard across the windshield. The breaks: not quick enough. The squirrel’s dart: too direct, kissing the wheel with a deliberation its heart couldn’t sustain. Still, the veins sent blood. From...
House Meeting
We say house meeting to talk about the dishes missing bread lid and sneaking eggs, water for ducks and greens for sheep, rodents who cherish our crumbs, toilets all our ass cheeks have kissed, clutter in the early hours, dirty salad bowls at lunch, harried cleanups in...
Little Cæsura’s® Pizza
Pizza Pizza.™ No, like. I mean fucking pizza, man. I'm not a pizza- man, I'm a pizza man I am all the poetry, man Poetryman! ©(pending) I am elbow pads on a sweater. Hot-N bothered& ready Should I hang up my scarf & quit poeming? Half-ə and all ah! Toppings...
Now, I ask for coffee after sex
I took a train to Naples To see the Farnese Hercules A hero of Hellenistic proportions A marble bear, tired Resting his weight on a club My professor told me the statue Didn’t work. That if it were real The club would fall, and him too “He just couldn’t stand like...
tomorrow we will decide
tomorrow we will decide to get out of bed and return to our bodies, to admit to lovelessness the rotting disease, to pour a cup of warm coffee and greet our grief like old friends.
What’s Your Plan?
What are you going to do with your life? We questioned the newborn rabbits in their warm home of earth, black eyes glazed from first sun What’s your plan? We demanded of the crabapple tree as it granted its annual gift to the ground and stood stripped and silent of...
Penelope at Daybreak
Morning came again today, and again I must rise. I must wear my garment. I must clasp gold around my neck, and press my feet on the floor, and meet the eyes of others. How will I swallow the acid in my throat? How will I sweep my disgust into the corner? I will set my...
love from your back pocket
my desk is littered with dead leaves and flower petals. things i cannot throw away because you picked them up and said here, for you. i know i will keep your old grocery receipts, dryer lint, the stickers from the fruit you eat. i kiss your face as it’s taped all over...
Maraschino
You taste like maraschino cherries Soaked in a bright red womb Lips smack loudly around the room Eager for you to come soon Fellas impatiently wait their turn To nurse on the tip of a sundae spoon You died to become too sweet Crushed between bitter teeth Gone to make...
The Farewell
Let me be small One small speck on an eternal blue vastness To sink within your teeth, skin Let me grow and unfold and decay and grow and unfold and decay again. I can sit on the edges of your sentences A series of interruptions of thoughts Or be home to all your...
a girl
a girl is a caterpillar a prelude wrapped in a delicate green cocoon the opening chord of a song that has yet to be sung or maybe a girl is a butterfly a hand-painted canvas of sinew and membrane naked and cold as she emerges from folded wings maybe a girl is a fly on...
Night Bird
This could be the middle of your life or the middle-month of summer a shape with a soft husk What will emerge? Maybe those who got lost in her long hair, while the old angel’s clothes hung on the roof. I heard the swishing at the altar. I was empty-handed, waiting for...
Scorpio Sonnet
I will begin my singing at vespers1 With pen pressed to paper till it burst Into stumbling verse of autumn-cursed colors Yellows and reds Within these leaves I will immerse My head Claiming acorns for my brothers They never got the chance to split their heads But are...
death and departure at imam khomeini airport
tomorrow will be january in seven days it will be two years. I step onto the plane, enveloped by thick nauseating sweet perfume, rows of honey spelled skin like mine, our tongues dance to the same rhythm. tight blonde ponytails wrapped in silk cloths swing like...
driving to school in a hurry
peanut butter toast tastes the same as it used to i wish i was singing along to diamonds and rust because it always made you laugh and i love that song but bob dylan was so condescending about it he called her “joanie” and he said “it still impresses me” and this is...
HOW TO COPE WITH ABUNDANCE
Or A letter to myself on my 39th birthday Gather all the bowls—you’re going to need more of them in fact.Maybe a couple baskets too.And the jars you left in the pantry.Unclench your jaw. Unclench. Prepare your catcher’s mittBe certain your fingers are unfurledPosture...
Gray Trees
All the gray trees Dead Deer- Road Kill. Pop a Hyat in the middle! All the green Now Red- Now Plastic. But at least there’s a new shake shack! No reflect- ion. None. Just microfibers just tainted green suns on old fields with grass? Dividing lines on black billboard...
The Audacity
The way a lad Sarah shifted Pointed at her during Mr. Brightside On the dancefloor at Garage “It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss” And she was flabbergasted Still dancing beside him Is the same way Mom pays a euro to light a candle for Oma At all the cathedrals we...
presa de recuerdos / dam of memories
presa de recuerdos Soy, el que se fue pero no logró irse, la duda que no duerme el sueño de los justos. Soy, el candil de la calle y la oscuridad de casa, el vicio de mis abuelos y tatarabuelos. Soy, la pobreza de las calles empedradas de Castaños. Soy, los tonos...
severence
today, i cut your hair again, i grazed my hands through your mop enveloped my finger tips lingered on the familiar tender touchof your soft locks,folded over your ear,holding your beauty,our wholeness, i held a piece gingerlyand felt its weight,yearning for the...
Pinned Butterflies
I.I am a butterfly pinned by a single sentenceSpoken from the driver’s seat of a stuffy, two-door car idling in the school parking lot after soccer practice sophomore yearShin pads sticking to my sweaty legsMy practice ended much later than his; he is a senior held up...
I’m only a woman when the lights are off
In the dark, Where sinners and hedonists go to play, That’s where I find my wanting. I wish I could find it in the sun, that the world’s arms were open to a body like mine. Alas, I’m only a woman when the lights are off. My sex lives and dies under the stars, in...
manacle
I. Starvation Cold metal clasps pinch the skin on my wrist A mechanism designed to protect myself from you. Black dust swirling beneath my feet in an opaque box A space for my heart to exist as it closes the blinds. Gray meat within my skull pulses; ba-dum, ba-dum A...
Clubbing in the Birch Grove
The birch grove unsettles me Walking through the breast of a chickadee Buried deep, maybe even in flight? Each plume of whiteFeathered bark bursting seamsI’m lost in a down pillow, a snow sceneIn August These uncanny birches seemTo blister from within, obsceneBegotten...
la luna vampira
she speaks. her voicelike water drippingthrough the cracksof my hands. she points to the sky, but her eyes don’t leave my face. she is looking inside me. she is biting into my neck. she is stabbing me in the heart. she is killing, mourning, dying beside me in...
Nadine, Nadine
You spent Sunday like Christ Licking wounds and tears Falling limbs of an apple tree Spoiled fruit, rotten cores Trite little blights Trickling sours And munching, unfrightened deer You were angry we made love Crossing antlers and your frown Heavy like a winter coat...
Touch
Frame by frame, Lenses heed my desire. May phantom touch fill my lungs And my fingertips yearn for the outline of your eyes The valley of forearm Where heavenly length meets the joint of your elbow.
after a weekend of us
it is time for you to go home. you kiss me by the buses. the caress of your cheek is a palm full of water. you say, see you later. i will never grow old of this feeling. it sprouts up like flowers between slabs of cement and lingers, even in the snow. when you get on,...